sometimes
i write a poem for a friend
and someone else likes it
and i imagine
how that random person
is actually my friend
whom i did not meet yet
i am actually
completely able
to consistently make
my friends laugh
which makes me
a funny person.
therefore,
you should trust me
even though, usually,
i am the opposite of funny.
i want twenty kids
i want one kid
i want a life partner without kids
i want a partner sometimes
i only want friends
i want to be alone
i do not want to live
sometimes
i imagine
another universe
in which my friends
who do not have kids
have kids
and are super happy.
this helps me cope
with sadness
that my friends
in this universe
do not have kids.
i guess friends
are not really friends
since they left
matthew perry alone
i feel something is
quite shitty about milano
but i am afraid to say it
because i do not want
to offend my friends
and i love milano
because it was my home.
what should i do?
fresh meat
few years old alcohol
decades old friends
centuries old war stories
millenia old traditions
friendship is safety in weakness.
it is not fun and help.
some are friends with all.
some are friends with none.
how many times
have stupid warriors
mistaken friends for enemies?
so many people
give up on saying what they think
because for them finding pretty words is too hard.
they are shamed
for being emotional and inarticulate
into being a voiceless.
this is one of the biggest tragedies
because their thoughts are not heard
by their family and friends.
we should work harder
on helping people to express themselves
in any way and style they can.
i both love and hate
all my friends
and everyone is my friend
and i do not know
how to turn this intensity down
so fuck it!
serbian society
is divided in two groups:
pacifists and militarists
both groups
are a reaction to
an extreme trauma – war
they are great friends
because they are both
uselessly stuck in the past
just because
sometimes i accept
autocomplete suggestions
for my poems
it does not mean
i am friends with it
open global media
allows my covert enemies
to design and spread information
which turns my innocent friends into weapons.
i have always been and always will be
dedicated to freeing them
from being a weapon
by reminding them that friendship is above all.
i hate
that i love so much
everyone including
my parents, girlfriend, kids, friends,
and random people.
i fucking hate it
to the point when
i want to just
kill everyone
because i love them
so much.
parents
girlfriend
wife
child
friends
kids
pets
god
animals
planet
toys from childhood
taxi drivers
computer
coffee